Counting Down

I had this thought today that was pretty surreal. If you read my blog the other day, you would know that I said the number 23 popped up a lot to me. Well, it has persisted. I keep my eyes open to all sorts of weird happenstances and anomalies, so I've noticed it for sometime now. It shows up in dollar amounts, time, paperwork, bills, on TV, etc., etc. For instance, I was watching the Kansas vs. Davidson NCAA basketball game and had to get up to do something, so I paused my DVR and when I got back, I happened to notice the score was 23 to 23 with 4:23 left on the clock. I realize I'm the one who paused it but I really had no intention at all of pausing it like that. I wasn't really even paying attention to the score, so I hadn't noticed the score was tied at 23. That's just a small example of what I'm talking about. Anyways, back to my original point. About 10 years ago, I was noticing the number 33 all around me all the time. Same kind of situations and conditions. My thought was... what if these numbers I've been noticing have been a countdown of sorts. Like in another ten years, the number 13 will be the significant portrayer... and then eventually my demise will come 13 years later. Wouldn't it be strange if life left you little signals like that to let you know how much time you have left. I know this is a little far fetched but so is the idea of a bunny leaving chocolate eggs all over the place, or a fat man breaking into your house and leaving you endowments, or a supposed miracle worker who was blessed with the power of ocular regeneration and could also turn a bottle of water into Merlot. These ideas all came from somewhere and some people actually believe some of them. What if... just what if?...

Guns and Drugs

Manipulation and control have always been a hot button issue for me. I hate how lobbyists try to control what goes on in the government and I hate the fact that they usually get their way because they have funds to buy it. Without regard for the betterment or the good of the people, they go about their business, blind to the results of their buying power. It's not that they want to see the results but just as long as their pockets get fatter...that's all that really matters. And the fact that is sadder than all that is the fact that the persons they are buying out are the legislators we vote into office. Even if the supposed public servant had a good heart and good intentions to begin their terms in office, 99.9% of the time they will eventually be bought out due their own greed, succumb to the whims of their party or eventually lose their will to fight for the common good because they get tired of turning away or fighting all the powerful lobbyists. I mean who wouldn't inevitably give in. It would be tough to be in office and not accept all the money being thrown at you. Or telling all your piers (senators, congressmen, law makers) that you want to do things your own way. Suppose you had a strong belief that a certain level of gun control would perhaps be for the good of the people. All of the sudden you got the N.R.A. and every militant right wing activist screaming the 2nd amendment at you. Now, I don't want to get all Michael Moore on you, preaching gun control as in "Bowling for Columbine" but he did have a point in saying that..."the United States has a higher number of violent crimes — especially crimes involving guns — and he charges that the occurrence of violent crimes in the U.S. is relatively higher than other developed nations."*

Don't even get me started about the pharmaceutical companies hawking their wares... endless commercials, that half the time don't even tell you what the drug is for. It cracks me up, that our nation, who has such a supposed harsh stance on drugs allows this kind of filth. This particular issue hits really close to home for me because about 5 years ago I was hospitalized for a serious medical issue and to make a long story short... while I was in the hospital, certain drugs were prescribed by my doctors that were known to have a risk of raising chances of getting cancer by 3% every single time it was administered. WTF!!! They prescribed a drug that could cause another serious health issue!!! OH MY GOD!!! How could this drug have possibly made it through the F.D.A. Well, I'll tell you how. Those big pharmaceutical companies have lots of money to help speed along the process of getting their drug accepted and then distributed. "Connections are highlighted between Pharmaceutical Research and Manufacturers of America (PhRMA), the lobbying arm of the largest drug companies in the United States, lobbying groups in Washington D.C., and the United States Congress. Hillary Clinton, who once championed the Clinton health care plan, is cited as the Senate's second-highest recipient of health care industry campaign donations."** Is it too much to ask to not allow the expediting of drug approval to happen. Could we hold off trying to find out if these supposed miracle drugs will actually work and try to find if they will cause more harm than good in the long run. Shouldn't we run each and every drug through the ringer for extended periods of time to make sure there will only be positive results, which brings me to my next point... Why do all these drugs have more side effects than they do cures. Some of them actually have the sames symptoms listed as side effects as the ones your trying to cure! It doesn't take a genius to figure out that you probably shouldn't take it but somehow, someway, every single day, these drugs are being bought and used in droves. People, people, people... there is no panacea... no magic elixir that will make you all better. Save your money... and better yet, save yourself. Try exercising and eating properly and most of your issues will take care of themselves.

*reference taken from " Bowling for Columbine" link
**reference taken from "Sicko"

Up and Running

My music is up and running via last.fm (took me long enough) but now it is out there to be heard. I don't have any comparisons to other artists but all in all my music is ambient, electronica, drum and bass, downbeat, triphop. If you have any suggestions of who my music sounds like, I'd like to hear them. It's hard for me to compare myself cause I'm too meek and modest when it comes to my music. I hope you all like it. "Tell your brotha and your sista and your momma too..." Word Up. lol

Raised Energy

I've been thinking about how people get along as of late. I'm sure in your life, there were certain people that you just got along with, certain ones that you just couldn't stand and a select few who you almost immediately bonded with. Why do you think that is? I'm not speaking specifically of that "golden child" who has charisma pouring out of every part of their being that everybody seems to like, or his polar opposite...the poor nerd that constantly got picked on that nobody seemed to like. I'm talking about ordinary everyday interactions that either blossomed or fizzled based solely on whether there was an instant magnetism or repulsion between the two of you. For example, when I started my current job, I went in just being myself not trying to impress anybody in particular and there were some immediate synergies that started to happen. For some reason, I happened to get along with three guys (who were all in different departments and had nothing in common with each other) better than anyone else. All had different qualities and all three were in different age brackets (20's, 30's, 40's).

Another example is my sister-in-law. We get along great. Whenever I'm around her, I seem to be able to make her laugh and we can talk about anything. It almost feels as though the level of energy in the room is raised because there are so many positive emotions. Which brings me to my point... (anybody who's read "The Celestine Prophecy" will know what I'm talking about) We can raise each others energy levels by positively interacting with each other. We can just be ourselves without fear of humiliation or condescension. It is a truly amazing feeling when we feel safe, comfortable and not judged. It makes me wonder about all those people who try to make everyone feel horrible, either by physical or mental intimidation or ridicule. What did their parents or the people who raised them do to make them so disgusted with others that they feel the necessity to dominate or control everyone around them. These are people living in so much fear that they try to instill that fear into others around them. Personally, it makes me sick. Before I go on and on sounding like a hippie preaching, "What's so funny about peace, love and understanding?", I just want to say... What's so funny about peace, love and understanding? :)

Let me know your thoughts and opinions on this subject.

"The most important single ingredient in the formula of success is knowing how to get along with people." ~ Theodore Roosevelt

"The true triumph of reason is that it enables us to get along with those who do not possess it." ~ Voltaire

Lunacy

I added a lunar cycle tracker to the site. Perhaps now I can keep better track of all the crazies :) It has always intrigued me...Lunacy... the idea that peoples moods are affected by the cycles of the moon. It stands to reason. If the lunar cycles affect the oceanic tides, why couldn't they affect other natural processes on Earth.

"There is nothing in the whole world so painful as feeling that one is not liked. It always seems to me that people who hate me must be suffering from some kind of lunacy." ~ Sei Shonagon

Happy Easter!!!

La Poemme

As she sits upon the window, teetering on the sill

she wonders which is stronger, her agony or her will.

And although she seems despondent by the misery she sustains,

One element is not forgotten, her beauty still remains.

Littlewood's Law

Hi all, today I wanted to share an intriguing concept called, "Littlewood's law". For everyone out there that doubts anything miraculous ever happens, well... "Littlewood's law, making certain suppositions, is explained as follows: a miracle is defined as an exceptional event of special significance occurring at a frequency of one in a million; during the hours in which a human is awake and alert, a human will experience one thing per second (for instance, seeing the computer screen, the keyboard, the mouse, the article, etc.); additionally, a human is alert for about eight hours per day; and as a result, a human will, in 35 days, have experienced, under these suppositions, 1,008,000 things. Accepting this definition of a miracle, one can be expected to observe one miraculous occurrence within the passing of every 35 consecutive days -- and therefore, according to this reasoning, seemingly miraculous events are actually commonplace." Of course, every one's definition of a miracle is different but the prejudiced opinions of the truly negative is consistently balanced by the subjective conceptions of the positive. Some believe that having children is a miracle but some don't and disregard it as simple biology. Some would say, the sun rising and setting every single day is purely commonplace and non fantastical but if you consider the possibility that if it didn't happen, we wouldn't be here right now. That seems pretty phenomenal and very much a benediction to me. Wherever you stand on the issue, don't allow your cynicism to prevent you from seeing what is always around us...the veritably divine.

“There are two ways to live: you can live as if nothing is a miracle; you can live as if everything is a miracle." ~ Albert Einstein

My Music Part Two

Hello all, I'm still wanting to get my song out there for you all to listen to. I'd like to hear your opinions. If you do want to hear it just leave a post and I'll send it to you via the email address you have on file. If you like it and you want to donate what you think its worth, just hit the button on the right and thank you. If not, well that's for you and you alone to decide. Apparently, it stuck in someones craw a little that I wanted to get my song out there for people to listen to and asked people to pay what they felt for it. If I came across as brash, I apologize. If you didn't want to donate or hear the song, that's your right. The person said I should release something first so people know what they're paying for but if you read the blog, you know that all I asked was for people to donate only what they thought they wanted to pay for it. I didn't ask for a lot of money. If someone donated any amount, they got the song emailed to them. Simple as that. For someone like myself, I don't even want to deal with releasing my music via the traditional methods. I don't want to deal with record companies or music execs. I'm willing to do the work it takes to get my music heard, I just don't want to deal with smiley gladhands trying to get their paws on my diggs. I just want people to hear my music. I hope to hear from you all who are interested and I hope the ones who only have something negative to say, stay the hell away. If you don't like the song, well that's ok, that's your opinion, but if you have something bad to say, save your breath, your time and your energy. I've never understood why people will go out of their way to do something negative... like someone going to the same restaurant over and over and complaining about the food. What the F#$k is that all about. For F%$k sake, EAT SOMEWHERE ELSE!!! Or the stupid F^%k that orders coffee and complains that it's hot. OMG!!! Or the b@$t@rd that didn't vote in the last election, and complains about who's in the oval office. Or the sick F#$ks that want to tell a woman what she can or can't do with her own body. Grrr... Ok, I'm done venting, sorry if i offended anyone... but if I did, don't even bother leaving a post about it :P Seriously, if you want to hear the song, just let me know.

For all you Negative Nellies, Playa Haters, Debbie Downers, Nay Sayers, etc. etc. ...
"...I wasn't born with enough middle fingers..." ~ Marilyn Manson

My music

Hi all, if you love music and I know you do, you will definitely want my new recording. I like to describe it as ambient music but it has a great beat so if you turn it up, you can groove to it. I make a lot of electronically driven music as well as guitar. My newest is more electronica. If you're wondering what it sounds like... well I don't like to compare myself to other musicians because I'm too humble to compare myself to anyone you would recognize. But I assure you, the quality is top notch. In the same way as Radiohead basically let their fans choose how much they wanted to pay for their new album, I'm doing the same thing for my new song. Just hit the "make a donation" button on the right side and make a donation in the amount you want to pay and I will send you my new single mp3 via email. I'm trying to build a grassroots following, so if you like the song, tell all your friends to come visit my blog. If your not interested in music and still want to donate because you enjoy my blog, that is ok too (but I'll still send you my song). If you would rather hear it first, then donate, just leave a post that you would like to hear it and I'll send it to you via email. My music has been on an online gaming site and also on an internet radio station. I've gotten a good response so far, so definitely let me know your opinion on it. Thank you all for visiting my blog and thank you for your interest in my music.

23 and 80's

It seems all day, I've been bombarded by the number 23 and references to 80's music. It's pretty astounding when the same themes keep repeating themselves almost like deja vu. I had to listen to the music at work today (not that it's a bad thing) and it was referred to on a show I watched, then when I got online, Yahoo had something about it on there front page and I was just asked by a friend about a song from the 80's if I liked it or not. As for the number 23, I was speaking with someone and just happened to notice 23 written on a piece of paper they were holding...nothing too out of the ordinary, but then I went and sat down, was reading the newspaper and drinking a Dr. Pepper (with its 23 flavors) and the number just seemed to be popping out in the articles. If you've never heard, The 23 enigma is pretty cool, let alone the movie (The Number 23) they did about it. Even as I finish this blog at 23 hundred hours, it just keeps rearing its pretty little self. I love it when stuff like this happens. It's as if you're constantly propelled by a force to recognize something that you may have otherwise disregarded.

Gemütlich

Happy St. Patrick's Day everybody!!! It's a wonderful day today. Let the spirit of joy pervade your very being. Be comfortable with who you are and enjoy the diversity of the people around you. Allow kindness, forgiveness, humility and charity to course through your relations (we can let chastity, diligence and temperance slide today :P ). Just relax, breathe in the air, enjoy each other, try to make everyone around you comfortable and have a pint on me.


May peace be with you

"No act of kindness, no matter how small, is ever wasted." ~ Aesop

Follow your Heart

Hello all, I'm keeping it short, simple and to the point today. I'm not even gonna beat around the bush. Let me play devil's advocate. If your gut tells you something, do it. Regardless of the circumstances or consequences, if your heart is telling you something, then deep down you probably want it pretty bad. Perhaps it will take a little risk or maybe you have to step outside your comfort zone but God dammit, isn't the result well worth it! Isn't it worth it to get want you want every once in a while. So often we settle for something mediocre or bland, wouldn't it be nice to get a bigger piece of the pie. Don't be afraid my friends! Follow your heart, get what you want or die trying.

"To long a sacrifice makes a stone of the heart" ~ William Butler Yeats

Connection via Articulation

Thank you all, who viewed my last post and thank you for commenting on it and thank you for coming back. What's great is that more coincidences came from the post. It is amazing, the coincidences that happen to us on a daily basis... but we have to be open to them. Unfortunately, we get wrapped up in the daily grind and dramas and tend to ignore them or pass them off as merely a few remotely interrelated events. OH! but they are so much more! Pay attention to them and they will yield the most profound results. People you meet will have messages that you could never imagine. Old acquaintances will pop up out of nowhere with information that strangely seems appropriate to some current context of your life. Dreams will start to take on a whole new meaning. Some may be agreeing with me, some may be thinking, "what's the big deal?". Well, if you consider that a coincidence has to happen in an exact instance to make sense, then it may make sense to you that you had to be in that particular place, at that particular time to have it happen, therefore you are supposed to be there to make it happen. Because without you, it would have never occurred, which in turn means the event that never occurred would have no significance. Basically what I'm trying to prove is that there IS significance to the synchronicities. Psychologist Carl Gustav Jung established the idea of a matrix that states the parallels were due to the collective unconscious, or "a reservoir of the experiences of our species." We are all linked, so is it so difficult to believe that these correlations don't have some underlying message for us. Now if you want to get all biblical, consider the concept of "Divine Providence". If God has sovereignty over us, wouldn't God have some system of order consequently with some signs of its existence, like the conjoining points of a web, where the connecting instance is a nexus that is more visible because more people are connected to it and therefore more likely to spot it.

So the next time you run into an old friend or passer-by that seems familiar, don't be afraid to look for the meaningfulness in the collaboration. Strike up a conversation to maybe get a nugget of truth or some divine inspiration.

The Philosophy of Time Travel and the Cellar Door

Ok, this is gonna be a good one. It's almost unfortunate that few people will ever read this and even fewer will ever get this. What's more unfortunate is my inability to describe this particular sequence of events in an eloquent enough manner to thoroughly explain it, but I'll do my best. First of all, you must understand that a coincidence is only pertinent to the one (or ones) that partake in it but if you have ever had a chain of coincidences that kept happening one after another until it built to a crescendo that left you speechless, with goosebumps and utterly incapable of doing anything but smiling and laughing with chills running up your spine, then you may understand what I'm getting at. With all that said, I can try to begin breaking down these amazing connections.



We'll start with the "cellar door" and the "Deus ex Machina" because they have similarities to me in these coincidences. I've had this passion lately to go to Wikipedia and research anything that stuck out to me so I could understand it more completely. I had this peculiar desire to understand the story concepts of "Faust". Strangely enough as I was studying the text, it referred to a new favorite album which I had previously become smitten with, which is Radiohead's "In Rainbows". The album has two references to Faust on track 6, "Faust Arp" and track 10, "Videotape". To make a long story short, Mephistopheles tries to take Faust's soul but the Lord steps in , akin to a Deus ex Machina, and saves Faust's soul in the eleventh hour defeating Mephistopheles. Bear with me, it'll start coming together.



I also had been enamored with the "Lord of the Rings" recently, so I was doing some research on the late great JRR Tolkien. As I studied Tolkien, a character was brought up by the name of Tom Bombadil. Well, Tom's character is a Deus ex Machina in "The Fellowship of the Rings". As I continued to investigate the literary device Deus ex Machina and Tolkien, I come across the link to Cellar door which was a phrase Tolkien described as, "Most English-speaking people...will admit that cellar door is 'beautiful', especially if dissociated from its sense (and from its spelling). More beautiful than, say, sky, and far more beautiful than beautiful. Well then, in Welsh for me cellar doors are extraordinarily frequent, and moving to the higher dimension, the words in which there is pleasure in the contemplation of the association of form and sense are abundant."



Now, to start tying all of this together. I was having a discussion with a friend and she brought up the movie "Donnie Darko". You all who are familiar with the movie are now starting to get this. The movie came out in 2001 but I never watched it until two days ago because I never knew what it was about and therefore never had an interest in watching it. The strange thing is, I recorded the movie on February 28, 2008, a week and a half before the conversation about the movie, (Strangely enough, there are even coincidences with the number 28. *"I found it interesting that the exact phrase "28 days:6 hours:42 minutes:12 seconds", was used. When one reduces the numbers of these figures, the remainder is "7", which some believe, is the number of God, and this theme of a Higher Being, who may [or may not be] in control, follows us throughout the film. Another interesting fact worth noting is the presentation of the number 28, and the presence of a rabbit. 28 is the number of days in the Menstrual Cycle, and rabbits can signify fertility, life, and the continuity of it. It is further interesting to note that this was no ordinary rabbit, but a nearly 7 foot tall one [another repeat of the number 7], and he was quite frightening to look at. This seems to suggest that Donnie viewed life as somewhat scary and confusing") which is why I thought it was an extraordinary coincidence that she brought the movie up. The movie has an amazing soundtrack including longtime favorites of mine, Tears for Fears (if you knew how much I have liked Tears for Fears over the years, you would understand my enthusiasm of them happening to be put in the movie) and the song "Mad World" written by Roland Orzabal from Tears for Fears. (The director's cut even contains two more of my favorites, "Never Tear Us Apart" by INXS and "Voices Carry" by Til Tuesday.)



Now to finish this mass confusion. At different points in the movie, Donnie says "Deus ex Machina" when struggling with another character and "Cellar Door" is talked about by Donnie and one of his teachers for those who haven't seen it or don't remember. The fact that I recorded the movie which I had no previous interest in seeing, a week and a half before a conversation about it arguably suggests that the me of March, traveled back in time to tell the me of February 28 to record it so I could enjoy the movie and appreciate this incredible sequence of coincidences. A book called "The Philosophy of Time Travel" is present in the movie which is what made me think of the wholly implausible concept of me time traveling to tell me to record this movie. Somehow magically, I avoided seeing this movie until it could produce these wonderful concurrences. Now here's the thing that will really bake your noodle...hypothetically, if that conversation would have never happened... would I have caused a predestination paradox and not have recorded the movie a week and a half earlier. After I watched Donnie Darko for the second time, I set my DVR to record a movie about a faust... I wonder what will come of that?



One last synchronicity...the movie has obvious references to rabbits which happens to be my Chinese Zodiac sign. :)





*http://www.anthroid.net/autopsiadonniedarko.htm

Change is in the Air

I'm heading to a funeral today which always reminds me of the cycles of rebirth. Through death, have life. Winter giving way to Spring, this is a perfect time to consider change. I, myself, must break away from the cocoon that I've created. A physical and mental spring cleaning are in order and there is no time like the present. One shouldn't allow their energy to become stagnant because it will never allow their energy to flourish. I just read an article that states, "The Ability of Energy is to initiate, launch into effort and to complete any undertaking using persistent endurance." Take two of my friends for example, one of them is going through some pretty radical changes and the other wants to make changes but can't bring themselves to do it. The difference between the two of them is that the first of the two embraces not only the changes themselves but also what it takes to change and the positive energy that comes along with it. The latter does not see all the positive that can come from change and resists as it makes itself available. Just as in the Eastern art of Feng Shui, one must find balance for the energies and allow a proper flow of them to create a suitable environment. Allow the metamorphosis to extract you from complacency and transcend any negativity surrounding you.

Celestial Energy

When it comes to energy, there is nothing more confounding to the unknowing than how to maintain a constant flow of positive energy. Tapping into the universe's energy isn't necessarily the easiest thing to do because we grow up learning that we can get energy from others. But the problem is, we become to dependent on others' energy to refill our own. From the moment we implore attention as infants from our parents/caregivers until we chose a mate and throughout the rest of our lives, we have our little ways to demand energy from others, never really bothering to learn to tap into the world around us to replenish our energy needs. It's not that we don't want to...it's that most people don't know they can do it. All you have to do is take a moment. All you have to do is be a conduit to the energies around you. Allow it to flow into you via the air you breath, the light from the sun, the wind blowing on your skin or even seeing and smelling the beauty of the flora around you. Reconnect from that which you came.

"We barely remember who or what came before this precious moment, We are choosing to be here right now. Hold on, stay inside This holy reality, this holy experience. Choosing to be here in
This body. This body holding me. Be my reminder here that I am not alone in This body, this body holding me, feeling eternal All this pain is an illusion. Alive, I" ~ Maynard James Keenan

And the gem of truth, lies buried in the aftermath

I must admit, I stole that title from a line in a poem I just read (thanks Jen) but it is just so fitting, I had to use it. I can't fathom an existance where someone could allow themselves to be led blindly without even trying to reach for their own truth. People allow themselves to be coerced, like simple minded atomotons into doing things that may not be the best thing for them. The point I'm getting at is, we as a species have created so much red tape around everything that we fail to see the simpleness in so many things. Should we bring ourselves to the point of mental or physical pain before we see there is a better way. And now a few lines from a favorite song of mine..."Get up and free yourself from yourself. Locked up inside you, like the calm beneath castles, is a cavern of treasures that noone has been to. Let's go digging. Bring it out to take you back in.
You won't do what you'd like to do. Lay back and let me show you another way." My friends, there is a better way. Don't wait for the aftermath. Do it in the now, in this moment, see the truth in simplicity. Don't walk blindly anymore. See the beauty that is all around you. Don't be afraid to feel.

It's the coincidences

As I ponder everything and imagine the web that connects us all, there is one defining thing that lets us know that we're where we're supposed to be, we're with who we're supposed to be with (or not with), we're doing what we're supposed to be doing and why we're doing it. It's the coincidences that we experience on a daily basis that not only give us all that insight but also give us a little peak behind the scenes allowing us to see the intricate ways we are all woven together in the tapestry of all existence. Obviously, the where, what, who, why are givens in the equation but it's the matter of time, the when, that is the most astounding (at least to me) factor in it all. Consider this... Imagine just going about your business and then all of the sudden you meet somebody and you happen to have a lot of things that coincide with each other. Now imagine they are not doing to well but you may have a bit of insight that may help them through their tough time. Just by chance, a little part of both people is lifted and they're both a little better off because of it. Well, that just happened to me yesterday and I love the feeling that I've had since. I've felt elated, if not a little buoyant all day because of that connection, that coincidence, that moment. Surely, if everyone payed more attention to the coincidences that happen to them more often, it would be a miracle and we would all be lifted.

Hello everyone, is there anybody out there?

Hello everyone, this is my reach-out to see how many people are out there. Somewhat cliched, somewhat simple, I'm starting this up to see if I can find like minded people. I'm relatively new to blogging and I'm hoping to learn all I can. I'm basically a jack-of-all-trades and I like learning a lot about most anything. Now, a little about myself... I love most kinds of music, my favorites are Tool, Pink Floyd, Led Zeppelin, Underworld, Massive Attack, Portishead, Radiohead, A Perfect Circle, Stone Temple Pilots, U2, Depeche Mode, and even the Wu Tang Clan. I love movies including Ghostbusters, the Star Wars epics, LoTRs trilogy, Indiana Jones, the Matrix trilogy, Pirates of the Caribbean and Tarantino flicks. I love sports, games and computers. I'm not religious but I am spiritual. The metaphysical, paranormal and all things supernatural intrigue me. I tend to be philosophical and I diatribe occasionally when I'm frustrated. I hate injustice, greed, intolerance and disrespect. I can't stand manipulation of any kind from anybody. Basically, if you feel the need to control people, there's something seriously wrong. "Imagine all the people living life in peace" rings in my head right at the moment. Communication people, communication!!! It's our only hope. I detest the systems of control we've all set up as a society but I'm not an anarchist. I think we can lift each other past the doldrums of complacency. I believe in an interconnectedness between us all and everything around us and I strive to understand it as thoroughly as I can.

All in all, that's me in a nutshell. I'd really like to hear from any and all who want to reply. Let me know your thoughts and opinions about your philosophies on the dynamics of interpersonal relationships and the world around us all. Specifically, fill me in on your ideas on the energy that binds us to everything and each other. Also, I've had a feeling for a long time, and I'm sure I'm not the only one, that something is a bit off... or things that are, are not the way they should be. You know, that distinct feeling that something is just not quite right...the quintessential "Splinter in your Mind's Eye". It's that hole-in-the-soul feeling. Perhaps, we can figure it out through discussion.